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Tuesday, May 29th, 2007
1:32 pm
so um, an update on the life of me


in about a week im going to michigan and visiting my little guy and taking him to the zoo and stuff. im staying for 8 days and will start looking at housing and job options out there for when i move. all my school stuff is almost set up as well.

my job is going well, everyone there knows i work hard and likes me for the most part.


i went to the sox game about a week ago and it was fun, it rained like crazy though



other than that all i do is watch sox games and make money and play WoW. not a bad life if i say so myself

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Monday, April 23rd, 2007
2:12 pm
i finally got my red sox tattoo thursday
ive been working a lot so i havent had time to post it yet. here it is. done by kelly at lightwave tattoo in saugus


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Tuesday, March 20th, 2007
12:25 pm
so theres a 99% chance that ill be living and going to school in michigan next year


ill be in school to be a teacher



lifes looking up, but somethings still missing....

Current Mood: sad

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Sunday, July 30th, 2006
1:34 pm
So jesse came on tuesday so she could spend wednesday (my birthday) with me

It was such a good 4 days

We picked her up in boston and then went to lunch and stuff. That night I took her to the salem willows and we got dinner and ate fried dough and went for walks. It was really nice.

Wednesday was my birthday so we slept in a bit and then made our way into boston and I showed her around the town. We went to the aquarium and looked at all the cool creatures and the giant turtles and the penguins. Its always so fun there. They had this wicked jellyfish exhibit and they were so neat looking. Then I took her to fanuel hall and we got some amazing desert to hold us off until dinner because we are fat kids like that haha. Eventually I took her to fenway park so she could see it. It just so happened that the kotton mouth kings concert was at the avalon that day and they were lined up outside and were all over the place. There's me with my dontrelle willis team USA jersey and hat and drug free tattoos walking past all these kids in weed shirts that look like fags and are blasting shitty rap. There were also a lot of juggalo homos. I'm pretty sure twiztid was there too haha. Anyways, by then it was getting late and jesse was getting tired so we went to bertuccis and had an amazing meal. It was the best birthday I can remember.

The other 2 days she was here I still had to work at the beach so she came out with me and we spent the days at the beach. She had never seen or been in the ocean before so that was cool I could give her that experience. We also went into salem and I brought her to the witch museum and showed her around. She said she had a good time and I was really happy about that. I like doing nice things for her.

Oh! When we would be laying down to go to sleep. I'd put my hand on her belly and I could feel my baby kicking ♥ it was so amazing and made me so happy.

I also found out on my birthday that I found an apartment. I'm beyond stoked about that. I have a whole floor of a townhouse to myself!

Also, I always have my sidekick 3 with me at work, so hit me up on aim! Keep me entertained.

Aim - xbostonxryanx

Current Mood: tired

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Monday, July 24th, 2006
10:26 am
So hm, myspace has been down since last night so I might as well make a livejournal update

Stuff has been pretty decent lately

I'm still working a lot, but that's okay because the summer is the only time I can get a lot of hours in.

I still haven't missed a red sox game, I either watch or listen to every game depending on whether I'm at work or not. Yeah, I'm a loser. I'm over it.

Today I'm going to get my sidekick 3 after I get out of work, that's pretty exciting for me.

Once my chara jersey comes, ill have at least 1 jersey for every boston sports team haha. I'm stoked on hockey pre-season starting in about 6 weeks.

My birthday is in 2 days and jesse is coming from canada tomorrow so she can spend it with me. It means so much to me that she's doing that, otherwise I would have absolutely nobody to spend my birthday with besides my family haha.

The baby is still doing well and is healthy. Just a few more months until the little guy is born ♥

We are kind of stuck on names. She really likes the name jack but I want a more irish name like patrick or liam. You guys can weigh in with your thoughts or other posible names :)

Current Mood: tired

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Sunday, July 16th, 2006
1:47 pm
I know most of you probably won't agre with this, but I don't give a shit

Fuck israel

They have dug their own grave and I hope palestine destroys them and punishes israel for all the bullshit they have pulled since they unrightfully obtained their country.

I know palestine has also done awful things, but if a group of displaced people just settled in an area of the united states, took over land, and called it their own and also were hostile to the people around them I would also take radical action to get them out.

Just because the jews endured the holocost doesn't mean that they are untouchable and exempt from criticizm and penalties

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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
10:13 pm
Sooooo today jesse had her appointment to figure out the sex of the baby


ITS A BOY!!!!!



I'm so happy ♥

Current Mood: ecstatic

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Monday, June 26th, 2006
11:25 am
okay um... update on my life


so im back in boston and its okay. i watch the red sox every day and work a lot

i got a sidekick and i love it a lot

my stepdad is still a tool and i want to punch him in the face every day



i saw taking back sunday the other night and even though half the people there were shitty bro-dudes that were drunk and annoying, i still had fun


fin

Current Mood: hungry

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Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
3:11 pm
why does everyone need a special day to love satan?


i love satan and hate jesus every day of my life, today kids just jump on the bandwagon for the day haha

Current Mood: happy

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Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
2:32 pm
sooo this weekend i went camping with jesse

it was good doing something just the 2 of us since i leave in a couple days to go back to boston

the tent poles broke so we ended up having to sleep in the car, luckily we had her grandpa's huge brand new jeep thing and had plenty of room to sleep once we folded the seats down.

on the last night this scary raccoon was harassing us all day and getting really close and shit. i was worried because i was told that raccoons were nocturnal so if they were out during the day, they probably had rabies or some other illness. i didnt want that around my girlfriend and our unborn child! during the night while we were sleeping he ate all this food out of the trash bag we forgot to empty and he made a big mess. he was a huge fat raccoon too.

so we got home yesterday afternoon and we cleaned up at my house before going to the rogers centre for the blue jays vs. red sox game


it was my little babys first red sox game <3 even if he/she is still in jesses stomach haha.

thursday jesse goes for another ultrasound and we might be able to determine the sex of the baby! that will be exciting.


all in all, i had an amazing weekend with an amazing person i love more than life itself. im so excited for these upcoming months and for the summer to pass quick so i can be with them again. im also really excited because canada recently passed a bill that allows international students to obtain a working permit to work off campus! that means i can get a job anywhere i want! that way ill be able to provide some financial support for the child until im out of school and also can have enough money to visit every other weekend.


im very excited and life is going well as of now.

red sox + jesse + baby = me being the happiest person in the world.

Current Mood: happy

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Saturday, May 20th, 2006
5:34 am
i have the new AFI album


and its fucking ungodly


i love it so much

Current Mood: excited

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Sunday, April 30th, 2006
10:11 pm
MOVING BACK TO BOSTON IN EXACTLY A MONTH! STOKED!

i cant wait to get the FUCK out of canada. it sucks though because i have to spend another year here finishing school up. when people tell me america is the greatest country in the world, i now know why. canada isnt extremely awful or anything, but its got shit on the united states. i think its safe to say that after college im settling back in america and never leaving haha


Current Mood: tired

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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
6:54 pm
spider bites!
has anyone ever gotten a spider bite on their lobe before?

this weekend i woke up in extreme ammounts of pain and my ear was throbbing

i went to the bathroom, checked, and saw that my lobe had basically exploded and it was gross

i could see the little spider bite on my lobe, and have had bad allergic reactions similar to that but in different ways on different parts of my body

because of the extreme swelling, i somehow ended up with a massive gross blowout that i have never had in any form before

i took my plugs out and have been taking good care of my ears. it sucks because i havent stretched my ears since november, and they have been super fine and happy up until this point.

they have shrank from 1 1/8" to around 1/2" in 2 days

needless to say, im really fucking upset and bummed out. i dont know if i can handle the stretching process up to where i was again when something like what just happened could happen and ruin all my hard work.

i dont even have my old plugs so my ears just keep getting smaller and smaller

has anyone else had anything similar happen? any advice? im basically heartbroken

Current Mood: sad

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Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
7:01 pm
fantasy baseball
anyone want to join me and my friends fantasy baseball league? it should be fun for all haha


just send me a message on aim: xbostonxryanx and ill give you the deets

Current Mood: excited

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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
3:55 am
::sigh::
http://www.waleg.com/photos/displayimage.php?album=129&pos=1


i wish somebody would be my turtle

Current Mood: sad

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Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
1:06 am
there isnt a day that goes by...
that i dont miss you being in my life


you left 6 years ago and never came home


ive never stopped wondering why you never came back


spring traning just started up...id love to be watching this with you and making our annual trip to fenway....






everyone needs a dad

Current Mood: sad

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Monday, February 20th, 2006
1:40 am
so i had this idea for a tattoo i want to get



it would be really new school with the text in banners



zombie jesus carrying a cross with "he rose from the dead to take away...YOUR BRAINS!"




oppinions? haha

Current Mood: amused

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Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
5:40 am
so i got a job up here working as a bookkeeper under the table for my friend alans mom...


im so fucking stoked


and to celebrate, im buying myself a 10 game pack of tickets to the skydome for all 10 of the red sox vs. blue jays games


ill be at ground level in right field, its basically one of the most amazing places to watch a game there.i sat there last season and it was unreal.


the best part? its only costing me 235 dollars canadian!


suckers ♥

Current Mood: STOKED!

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Monday, December 12th, 2005
5:23 am
so a quick update before i go to bed...

i had an amazing time in sarnia for 10 days hanging out with jesse and erica

me and jesse basically had our own house and it was cute

its so weird sleeping next to someone for 10 days, and then trying to go to bed and having things different

maybe ill be moving to london in september or so? who knows

i dont mind moving though, its exciting


today im going shopping for christmas shit with andy after he gets out of work

tuesday im getting on a plane at 3pm and ill be on my way to boston...


so not stoked at all. oh well.


sleeping time! peace out niggas!


p.s. all the jimmy eat world albums on shuffle are the best falling asleep music ever.

Current Mood: tired

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3:49 am
haha this song reminds me of ex girlfriends and just people in general. not all ex's, but most of them.


Looking back at all the times we had, I wish I could tell ya' that they weren't all so bad.
But in the end we were just wasting our time,
Yeah I knew what you were but I was out of my mind.
Lost my mind...

I knew you were common when we started this thing,
So very common with you're everyday dreams.
But I was desperate for a heart of gold,
So I took a chance and I came in from the cold.
Life's so cold...

I oughta' have my fucking head examined for screwing with a skank like you.
But it wasn't like I really felt for you, I was just cold and empty through and through...

I thought you were something but you proved me wrong.
Money is your only god, what a tired boring old song.
Just another coward out to sell your soul but it just goes to show that
Nothing in this world is forever.
And people are all the same.
And there's no such thing as love.
It left me choking like a candle in the cold hard rain.

You were so common, you were so cheap

you could have been anybody.
You could have been anyone.
All I needed was anybody,
All I needed was anyone

Current Mood: amused

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